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Background Noise

by Steve McGrady

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1.
I See You 02:37
Can't see raindrops in a cloud Can't see a face within the crowd I've been released though I'm not proud But I can see you Can't see roots under the tree Or what some of us aim to be A second chance here to be free Because I see you I slide the blindfold from my eyes Seemed to take you by surprise Finding out you're not so wise Blinded by all your lies Inside that frail disguise Time unbinds the ties While sun rise lights the skies So I can see you I see the road spiralling ahead Sense every feather in this bed Banish your shadows from my head Now I see you I truly see you I see the real you
2.
I know you're not listening But, I thought I had a voice Why can't you hear me? Am I just background noise? Can you hear these words I say? Do you ignore me out of choice? Why don't you hear me? I'm more than background noise Static just static Is the signal improving? Static still static I can feel I'm not moving Did I go to the wrong school? I wish I'd learned your poise You still won't hear me You make me background noise Static still static I can feel I'm not moving Static just static Is the signal improving? I can tell, you're still not listening But you know I have a voice Soon, you will hear me Through the background noise Static still static I can feel I'm not moving Static just static Is the signal improving? Soon, you will hear me Then, you will understand No more background noise
3.
Empty Inside 04:02
You will never realize How empty you are inside None of that was real Shards of your imagination What's it like not to feel? Hunting your infatuation What's it like not to feel? Behind the mask that you prize Fragile ego your only guide You will never realise How empty you are inside You will never realise How empty you are inside Search out your next deal Frame a new situation Train that dog to come to heel Shower you with adoration Train that dog … Behind the mask that you prize Fragile ego your only guide You will never realise How empty you are inside You will never realise How empty you are inside Seduce them with your charm Disdain and discard to disarm Rinse and repeat after soothing with balm Behind the mask that you prize Fragile ego your only guide You will never realise How empty you are inside You will never realise How empty you are inside You will never realise… You will never realise How empty you are… How empty you are inside
4.
I never knew the true you Veiled by your cloak of illusion Acting out characters you've never been I lived a lie, it's true Tangled in confusion Doubting everything I'd seen, in between Look at these things you've done Brought out the worst in me No fool like this old one Drinking your Narcissus Tea Good times, yes we had a few, but Most of those were delusions So many promises you didn't mean Back then I never knew How to end your cruel intrusion But now I've made sure you can't intervene Look at these things you've done Brought out the worst in me No fool like this old one Drinking your Narcissus Tea Scent of an orchid More fragrant with age Masks how much you're contorted Inner child in a boiling rage Forget these things you've done Now that I've broken free Go find some other one To drink in your Narcissus Tea Drink in your Narcissus Tea

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Four songs exploring toxic relationships from a variety of perspectives. They follow on from my 2021 single "Hard to Escape (Song for Chris)" that was based on the experiences of a friend who had the misfortune to be in two toxic relationships. These songs are based on my personal experience of dealing with people who display entitlement, control and lack of empathy. I also undertook some research to find the best scientific evidence that psychologists can offer to explain these patterns of behaviour. These songs reflect real life consistent with science. maybe not easy listening, but hopefully still enjoyable.

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released April 1, 2022

Bass guitar: Nate Ratto AKA NATRAT

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Steve McGrady Cambridge, UK

Singer-songwriter - composing and recording new material regularly.
Performs live at concerts, open mics, folk clubs and festivals in the East of England (mainly). Also plays at international virtual open mics and singer-songwriter workshops.
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